Today was a very diff rent day for me. Don't take me wrong i love the Sabbaths but for some odd reasons i felt out of my elements. I was able to speak in my family ward but as i recall it I feel melancholic. My talk was about missionary work which it means i get to talk about my mission. How could I not enjoy that, nevertheless it brought back all my mission memories. I felt like running away and go back to the MTC. I invited everyone to serve a mission and find out for themselves that serving the Lord brings so much happiness. My goodness it felt so good. At the end i realized that reminiscing about my mission brings a smile to my face. From now on if I get sad I'll just going to think about that....the best 18 months of my life.....

Many times in my life I asked myself the fallowing question, " Am I doing something productive with my life? Am I moving forward or Am I going backward? I Constantly pondered this concept, until one day I brought this matter to Heavenly Father. My answer was simple and clear. Elder Oaks gave a talk about making choices "good, better and best" My thoughts are the fallowing: I was making good choices, i was doing the small and simple things that was pleasing to Heavenly Father. Needless to say I felt inside my heart that serving a mission was the best choice I could possibly make. If you are reading this, perhaps you are contemplating the idea of serving a mission. My advice to you is GO, go forward go straight and don't turn back. How can we go wrong by making the best choice?

Just like the sons of Mosiah, I've waxed strong in the knowledge of the truth and have become a woman of sound understanding. I've built my foundation upon the rock of my Redeemer that no mighty winds or mighty storms shall beat upon me.